An Earthquake

Today, we have an earthquake here, which is the strongest that I have ever met. However, I didn’t feel frightened but exciting. That is strange, isn’t it? Most people would be scared to dead, but I felt happy. Why? Because I don’t have any experience in such a strong earthquake, which shook up and down, and back and forth. It is so exciting. I like the feeling which is nearly to dead without pain but excitement.

At that time, I was in the school library. During the earthquake, somebody screamed, somebody ran out of the building, somebody hided under the table, and still some people stayed at their seats. Anyway, it is fun for me.

By the way, I don’t like college life which is boring and filled with danger. Why? Everyone wants to have good grades, it is not a big deal actually, and some people sent rumor everywhere. It is very horrible, I pretended not knowing anything, and try to be stupid. I think that it will make me save. I wish I can finish college quickly. It is not what I imaged before.

Nonsense Christmas

Christmas is coming, a western holiday. However, it is insignificant for me. I am not a Christian; in fact, I am an atheist. I don’t believe god at all. I think that one who believes god so much is lack of confidence. To beg one’s own is better than to beg others.

To be honest, it is not absolutely right. I don’t believe god because I don’t like Christians who always think they are right, and only god can save us. I hate them because their action is against to their words. They always tell others to forgive people, but they don’t forgive Muslims.

To sum up, Christmas is not a day to commemorate at all. By the way, one of my classmates who doesn’t agree with Christian faiths, but he is a Christian. Maybe I am the only one who knows the reason which is secret.

I Have Changed

I think that I changed a lot after I go to KMU. The classmates here are different. All of them are always patient to greet with me. That is nice, indeed, but I just feel uncomfortable in this environment. I used to act alone. The advantage of this is saving time, and I can always do what I want, but the disadvantage of this is feeling lonely boring.

In fact, I felt lonely before. I think that I am just a bull shit, and should be kicked out of the society. I do nothing good to every one, but make a lot of troubles. Now, I don’t know why I can be so “popular”. I am sure that I didn’t do anything impressing, but they seem to be interested in my actions. They say that I am very “soft”.

The things above is not important. I feel that I am not being myself. I am afraid to be my own. If do that, they may say something behind me, just like our class leader. I think that he is just being himself, but many of my classmates said that he have changed, comparing to the beginning of this semester. Never mind, just try to be happy, and everything will be OK.

A Speech

Today, I listened to a speech which is about planning our career of medical technology. The speakers today are our seniors who already have had achievement in their career. They introduce about what kind of job we can take after we graduate, and how can we do to help us in our future life.

When I listened to the speech, I began to think about my future. What kind of jobs do I want? What kind of work environment do I like? I am not sure. All of them suggested us to plan our career as soon as possible because it will save many time of ours. They gave us many examples about the advantage of planning career earlier. As far as I concerned, I don’t know whether to change my major or not. Actually, I don’t like my subjects, but I don’t hake them either. But I think that I can accept the work environment. My parents want me to change my major to pharmacy, but I don’t think that I can manage it. It is really difficult for me to memorize a lot of medicine’s names.

What should I do? Change or not change, go on or stop it. They are difficult questions. Well, I think I would take my parents advice. They have been around, and I just a freshman.

Today is a boring day

Today is a boring day. We have a biology exam around 12:20. I have prepared it for a long time, but I think that I didn’t do well on this test. When I got the question paper, my mine was blank, and nothing can I remember. There are many new words that I saw it on the text book before, but I just couldn’t recall it. In fact, I didn’t familiar with the content in this test. I felt nervous during the test. I am afraid that I will fail in this subject. However, it is not important. The most important thing is final exam. It is coming soon. If I do will on the final exam, I still can pass all subjects.

After the exam, I stayed in my dormitory all day. I really don’t know what to do. All of my classmates went to play by motorcycle. I want to take a walk, but no one would walk with me. Therefore, I stay in my dormitory, playing the computer game which is given by one of my classmates. It is really fun indeed, but I felt boring after I played for a while because computer is so stupid.

By the way, I found that I write my blog every day now. Why? Because my English ability is decreasing, and I hope I can be better. It is very difficult to study origin text book if English ability is bad, so I want to improve my English. That is it, I think.

What is wrong with my classmates

What is wrong with my classmates, and what is wrong with me? I have been enough for my classmates. In every class, we always talk a lot, and even do not stop when teacher say we are too loud. What happened? Not before too long, one of my classmates posts a article. The main idea is that she thinks our attitude is very bad during the class. She hopes that we can change our attitude, but none of us do it.

Besides, a classmate of mine said that our class doesn't have one heart. He thinks that most of us are just care about themselves. It is very bad for a group to have such a bad thing, but I can do nothing for it because I am not a class leader or other cadre members in my class, and even if I am, I think that no one would pay attention on me. The college life is really a bad life.