I really don't know why I get lazy recently. The thing is that I am going to have exams for applying postgraduate schools, and there is no any power for me to study. Besides, I am also too lazy to do what I am interested in, like computers, movies, playing balls, or going outside. I don't want to do all of them at all. The worst thing is that I don't want to stay at the room either. This make me feel like I am wasting my time, and the true it is.
I should find something to cheer me up, but I just don't know what things can work. Maybe I can start some project of some interesting things. That would make me find some things to do. However, I have a feeling that I will give up at last.
Honestly, I went to a fortuneteller couples of weeks ago. He told me that I would be lazy and not satisfying for anything. Therefore, I would have a lot of big changes in the next ten years, but all of these changes are not going to help me in the future. When I heard that, I felt very frustrated. If this is the truth, I would be very very pathetic.
But, what can I do? If this is my fate, I can do nothing but accept this. Don't tell me that I can fight with fate because I don't, and I won't. I have heard many stories about people wanted to change their fate, and they truly worked very hard, but they failed at last. The things they did are too hard. I would rather accept it than fight against it. It is not worth at all.
